Final Goodbye

So...this past month, my dad bought our family tickets to go to Idaho in February!! We were totally excited to see family that we haven't seen in 2 years!! Whoa! We couldn't wait to see our cousins, aunts, uncles and grandparents! About 2 weeks before we flew out there my grandpa got sick. About a week before we came out, he came home from the hospital. He wasn't doing very well at all so we knew we had to prepare ourselves to say the final goodbye. The trip was fun...getting to spend time with everybody. The day that we left was probably the hardest and the day that I had been dreading the most. As we were leaving, we had been given the option if we wanted to say goodbye or not. I knew if I didn't I would regret it. So I said goodbye. That was really hard. Knowing that that was going to be the last time I saw my grandpa was really hard. I remember the good times that I had with him and alot of them make me laugh, cry and make me feel like a dork for how stupid I was back then. Overall, I have to say that this trip made me thankful for my family out in Idaho. Even though, we have our ups and downs, we still stick together!!

Bad Day!!!

So..i had a very bad today. It started with this morning before I left for school. I lost the keys to the car and was running late. I remembered seeing the keys on the counter but not knowing where I had put them or if I did anything with them. School starts at 8:30 and it was 8:25 (i live like 3 min. away from the school but I hate to be late to anything)...anyway, so I was like forget this and was getting ready to walk (walking distance is a mile and a half-two miles) when i found my keys....THEY WERE IN MY POCKET!!! I was ticked. haha. So I'm walking in the parking lot headed for the front entrance when I slip on black ice. I just sat there for a minute thinking "oh crap, is this what my day is going to be like?" so i got up and not even 5 seconds later I fall in the snow...by this point I had had it!!! ugh! So I finally got to class thinking "okay, maybe it won't be so bad in here" well, when we were doing our assigned jobs....I was getting in the closet to get more suctions and when I was walking back to one of the operatories I hear this noise come in from the closet and all the suctions had fallen on the floor so I had to pick them up, put them in sterilization....while i'm picking these up off the floor I had started crying...I don't know what was with me this morning...this past weekend i was emotional. anyway, i hope tomorrow i have a better day tomorrow!!